Am Afraid, Am Afraid Not!

Am afraid am not afraid

Am afraid am afraid

Let’s just say am afraid

Am afraid am not afraid to die

Unless I lose my life, I can never gain it.

Am afraid am not afraid to be laughed at

Laughter is medicine to their bones

Am afraid am not afraid to be myself

Jesus only crime was love; him being himself

Am afraid am not afraid to be poor

Naked I came, Naked shall I return

Am afraid am not afraid things may fall apart

On the solid rock I stand

But am afraid

Am afraid am afraid to be rich

What if I gained the whole world and lost my soul?

Am afraid am afraid of labels

I live on the border and everywhere in between

What if I don’t fit in?

Am afraid am afraid of life

The much give, the much required

What if I lose it for keeping it?

Am afraid, Am afraid not

Let’s just say am afraid